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28 avril

Pursuing further studies

To be or not to be is still an unknown now. As far as I am concerned, if one is equipped with the drive and requirement there is no harm in giving a go. After all, we will only live once and time is a factor that can never be recovered.

I reflected on how much I dread the regretful feelings while I put things on hold and procrastinate. Things that seem unimportant at this moment but it will return to haunt for a long time to come. Of course, I have my fair share of regrets, magnitude unperceived from my positive outlook. Nevertheless, what really matters is how one recovers and learns from them. The future is what we live for isn’t it?

My dear friend had gotten very upset regarding this issue over the weekend. It hurts to see the sorrowful state that she had gotten herself into. There is so much I will like to say but how to tell her that life is full of difficulties and this is just the beginning. She will have to face this on her own and recover from it. With the love and support from all the around her, I know her recovery will be not far away.

23 avril

Housing reform

My personal era for housing reform had begun. By far, all the careful plans had failed and had been swiftly replace by firm decisions. Lots of care and effort had been made to pave for the closure. Now I am hovering at the edge hoping that things might just be simple and straight forward for once. That is all that I asked for. Time to release the complicated past and embraced a simplify future.

Under self-interrogation, I will not be able to conclude that what lies ahead of me will bring me a lifetime of happiness. The term forever is simply fictional and my cynical attitude towards it remains. However, I can feel something beckoning in silent whisper that it will be right for me.

Things are suppose to pick up speed in a few days time. I do dread the possibility of disappointment.

6 avril

More then a walk

Ong Tat, Shar, Lesley, Saw Chin, Uncle Lee, Daniel and I walked for more then 5 hours covering a distance of 27km last Saturday. We were off for a hike at Mac Ritchie, visited the tree top walk and had a mini adventure locating the mysterious Japanese shrine.

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We met up at 8 am at the cafeteria of the park. To my dismay, the cafeteria was not open and we ended up taking all the sandwiches and fruits that we had prepared for hike. I briefly recalled that somehow I was never able to visit the cafeteria during the opening hours. Her business model really puzzles me and I vowed never to have any expectation anymore.

 

Started at about 8.30am, visited the Jelutong watchtower and the tree top walk. The highlight of the day started at about 11.30am, we headed south from the ranger station into the Terentang Trail, and look out for the boulders on our right hand side. After which we manage to find visible trails marked with pieces of red, blue tape and even tissue paper. Some of the more significant markers are the bamboo bush, unused concrete hut and the shoreline. After 3km of path finding, climbing over fallen trees, bashing and ducking, we finally got to the overgrown stairs that seems to merge with the jungle. More stairs follows and we got to the entrance of the shrine where a water basin made of rock was situated. Near the basin there are also two groups of three stones with square holes that was believe to hold the pillars of the shrine. We explored the area and decide to find another way out of the jungle instead of the taking the return path. This was not a wise idea as we are not equipped with the right tools for major jungle bashing and we are low on our food supply. After some attempt, we gave up and head back on the return path.

 

When we got back to civilization, it was nearly 4pm. With empty stomachs, aching feet and backs we give ourselves a pat on the back and head for a meal. We heave a sigh of relief when the sky started to poured when we got onto the transport for food.

 

For a short period while I lead the group back up the return path from the shrine, I felt a long forgotten strength that I used to possessed. I felt fit, able to stay focus while on the move, able to motivate others and the belief that I can achieve anything. It was exultrating and I should get more serious with my fitness regime.

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The whole experience is intriguing to me and set me yielding for more. I miss the sound and smell of nature and the equilibrium that they bring to my wellbeing. At the same time, a good gauge for one’s character. Realize that something had been beckoning in my face, which I had chosen to ignore. Think it is time to do something about it. 

3 avril

Detective Lee

Felt like a detective at my workplace these days. There seems to be lot of things to find out ranging from bubbling love relationships to discovery of an important individual character or even the location of information that I needed for work.
 
As many will know, I was probably the worse type of detective, as I hate sneaking around to look for clues. I had actually went straight up to the concern individual and asked them directly. So far, I have not gotten slam in the face. However, I have the inkling feeling that it will come somehow. Then again if one never asks one will never know. The value of knowledge makes the risk worthwhile.
 
Was wondering if it is bad to be honest and voice out my feelings. I dun really care what others might think but I wonder if it is too much for my close friends. Will some get hurt from my blunt remarks? Hey do let me know if I am too much.